Good news!

All my loved ones are healthy! No cancer, and no MS. That feeling of dread may have been about all the worries over my friends and family. But there test results are back and negative! And if you're wondering what in hell I am talking about look down a few posts.

one of those weeks

Today I am sad... some reasons I understand, some I don't. I feel like I have been hit by an emotional train. Everything has been going wrong this week... a lot of it is normal shit like the dryer breaking, dish washer leaking, finaces fucked up, Quinn being sick, lack of sleep, cable going down... and other things are much more complex then this blog is worth.

Tonight I was suposed to go on an investigation with South Jersey Ghost Research, I got horendously lost. They have a rule in the group "if you're not in the right frame of mind, don't go on an investigation". After calling them and telling them I was lost and quite frazzled we decided I was a little shaken up and I should just head home. But that doesn't stop me from feeling like a complete ass.

It's not just the getting lost, I just can't seem to get my shit together this week, I can't concentrate. It's amazing how you can be strolling along in life and just get hit by that train and you never see it coming, it's just suddenly there... are there sick days for this?

internal battles

Two of my best friends and a very close family member are awaiting terrible news. I just got an email last night that my long time friend that I have been best friends with since the 7Th grade, just found out that she may have Bladder cancer and is preparing for all the tests she will have to endure. My other friend who I just bonded with the second I met her in high school, began having unusual symptoms a few weeks ago. After a two night trip to the hospital... the doctors suggested it could be MS and sent her to a neurologist. Another close family member is waiting for test results that could or could not lead to Ovarian cancer... all waiting for terrible news. These are three of the most important, strong, beautiful woman in my life, with the exception of a forth who is as healthy as a horse, thank god... waiting for their results almost feels like waiting for my own... I guess it would be because if any of them come back as positive, I will battle with them. so, I suppose we just sit and wait.

Laurel Hill Cemetery

So we had an investigation at Laurel Hill Cemetery... I never realized a cemetery could be so beautiful. I mean THAT beautiful! We got to go on Friday night which is a big deal since our group is I believe the first ghost research group to be allowed to investigate this place. When say allowed I mean it... this is no mosy in by accident kinda place. Usually you see a cemetery along the road with no fence or security. Laurel Hill on the other hand has wrought iron fances and it's patrolled it has a store to by "Laurel Hill" items, a tour guide, eduational programs, balls! That's right I said balls, as in dancing, get your mind out of the gutter! This October their having a black tie "gravediggers ball". I'm seriously considering going, anyone up for it?

This is beautiful place and if you ever find yourself lost in Philly go check it out. you can tour the place for free, check out
their site and my photo gallery.

Keep in mind the photograghs I have on my gallery are all scenic, any ghost research related photos or evidence can be found on the SJGR cases page... which is here.